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can i be with him forever????
please god just tell me show me who is the one show me wats to do im soo sick of lieing to be with someone i love with all of my heart and soul.
you kno the feelin u get when u see a guys or a gurl u just kno its perfect
we have been through alot me and him hes hurt me and i have hurt him .... i cnt stoping thinking me ..... but no him
wat am i gonna do ... i miss him soo much i kept crying im relle trying to be strong but its soo hard to kno that maybe i wont have him ever again
cnt some one just tell me wats gonna happen ...
i want him happy and i want him to pick wat makes him feel good and full of life ...
Well i have to go .... ummm i love him .... and if ur reading this babe ... i love u soo much
love forever
your babygurl |
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Newyear!!! 2006 !
uhhh i cnt wait i havent been here in a while well me and my babii 1 whole year bout to be a year and a month i cnt wait... i relle wanna be with him forever i never wanna lose him....
my mom doesnt approve and i have no idea wah to do anymore .... i want her to kno i relle relle do but i cnt tell her beacuse she will take him away and make sure that i dnt kno have any contact with him and i cnt have that happen i love him too much uhhh i have been dieing for hes kisses!!
I loVe you , my boobie boo forever and ever !!!
Mwah
niKKi |
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| You kno u say u  fall in love... and u kno that u are in love... but nobody believes u ..call u crazy they tell u thing like your too young and u dnt kno wat love is ..... i hate thoses ppl cuz thier relationship ethier ended or they are married or divorced or they dnt even have one soo how do they kno and other thing they cnt tell u wat to feel......
I relle dnt understand it..... u kno wat else i dnt understand when u love soomeone soo much and u dnt notice that ur killing dem by the things that u say and or do .. i just relle wanna go crazy ... i mean u kno that u dnt wanna hurt them ..... u wanna be with dem forever nd u wanan make dem happy but everytime u try thing get bad or u guys fight. you get soo scared u wanna hide nd cry everything inside of u and tell dem u didnt meanit and tat u love dem sooooo much ... and they are soo hurt tat all they say is watever watever and it kills u cuz u kno u hurt them and now u cnt make it up to dem
everything u do u do it for dem and everything u think bout is dem and u want dem to kno that u relle dnt mean it u love dem and u hope they do tooo .... i've been there and i am sooo suck someone give me some *advice please*
Nikki<3sYou
MWAH!!!
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| i've been thinking .. i believe love is one the hardest thing to get to understand... cuz there are soo many differnet definitions to it .. its soo hard to describe ... and u have to take care of it or else it will die .. lik everything else .... i kno i love some one ... and i kno some one loves me .. but heres the thing my familt doesnt believe it is worth it .. worth my time.. theier scared for me ... when i am the one who loves this person... they wouldnt even give him a chance sure hes not perfect but wjho is ... he cares bout me and imiss him nd he misses me**
i kno for a fact.. from the songs he sends me the sends dedicated to me .. alot of ppl think hes blah blah .. but u kno wat he not like thart i kno him .. for a fact.. but that life .. i just6 hope oneday it willbe the waty i want it to happen......
never do suttin that will make someelse happy b4 u cuz if u love some one it should happen the way u wat5 it to happen u come b4 alot of ppl .. like a guy told me b4 " be selfish u will never get hurt that way " u kno wat i did with that adivce i threw iut away cuz i didnt think i could .. but it was the eaiset way to get out of this.....
love always Nikki |
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| hey BuDDieS!!!
soo how is everything i am sooo bored ...... life is a little stressing but hey i cnt have evrything .... soo yeah .. my cousin michelle is with the most awesomest guys ever he is my favorite i love him soo much .. and his brother is rele hottt.. if u read this lou .. u are and i dnt care if the world reads it .. lol ... well yeah congrats MIKE on winning homecoming !!!!!!!! shows are sessy u relle are... lol ... i miss u all ... something has be hiting me lately like life and how everything is ment to go and when and where love is going to be real anf fake and when it is true or lieing to u .... what i want and wat i had i miss... i rele dnt understand it was the best i ever had and why they it end the way it did .. i honestly thought that it could be the end to my searches ... life is soo much more fun when u share it with some one special to u .. other then ur family and friends...
i will always remember wat had to happen and wat is happing ...
and i would like to say that i wish i could still be with u and kno that u are all mine!!
love u all forever!!!!!!!! |
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